-/ soon ,, soon ..

Baby went to bangkok .. and only be back on thursday midnight .. already starting to miss him dearly .. be back soon my baby ..

I never feel so ever serious in a relationship before .. never felt that i wanted it to last so much ..
.. you .. you the first one that gave me this feeling .. so don't ever leave me ..

I haven't told you all this .. maybe i haven't realise my feelings for you till you left me .. i mean .. as in you went bangkok .. rofl ..

Deep in my heart .. i hope we can really last .. forever .. if is ever possible .. true love is not easy to come by .. therefore i cherish you from the bottom of my heart ..

And hel .. cheer up okays :) anything tell me .. don't keep say half way then stop it .. i will kill you ah :( ..

Physics .. D:

As usual .. late for school .. could not wake up in time for my school .. rush to school like some mad woman .. and i am left like 3 minutes to do reflection journal .. ? Which is like .. oh my tian la ... !!

Managed to finish my RJ , though is freaking short .. but did not manage to finish my quiz .. which i feel so disappointed as well ..

Went off to do physics .. and realise i do not understand any shit still .. feel so tired from all this studies .. i wanna have a real break .. a break that i can totally relax myself ..

Could not focus at all .. and went to find some FT island song .. i really do like their song too .. =x

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Today was kind of a suckish day for me because i am like doing labour work .. laughs ..
Went to school for bio .. and i am surprise i can understand .. glad with myself ;)

After a tough day .. went to work .. while is raining .. hate it rains .. is so irritating when you don't have shelter and have to get wet ..

Went to the centre .. went in and heard the little kid screaming like '' gahh ! teacher !! wahh !! '' that kind of funny noises .. laugh my ass out ..

Went to see what is the commotion , and realise that , there is a dead small rat on the carpet .. and i was like .. '' woah .. cool '' .. then they keep screaming .. pushing the dust pan to the other little kids .. and i somehow be a heroine and scoop the rat up .. and went outside to throw .. and it was raining .. damn .. and i get wet again .. -_-

After long day of work .. finally need to do recording of the student's work .. then my boss ask me teach this little small kid .. named adriel .. who is K1 .. and he refused to cooperate with me .. damn !!

I have a such a hard time .. just to make him read out all the words .. and he keep nua on my chest .. ? -___- .. i not his mum sia .. wth .. then he dig his nose .. i tried to avoid it .. and he touch my leg .. gosh .. eew .. ~!!

Went home after work .. feeling tired .. waking super fast from the bus stop to my home .. while walking to my door and listening to music .. there is a lizard on the right wall .. and a don't know what flying bug .. that is extremely huge .. and i am not lying .. !!! If i estimate right .. is about 18 - 20 cm .. scare the hell out of me .. cause i simply hate flying bugs ..

- Run for my life - that is goal for that very moment .. and went i ran .. i think make too much noise .. and it came after me ... '' sob sob ''..

I got so freak out by it .. but went home too tired .. and started zzz without doing homework ..

Lucky .. ?

Yesterday went to baby house as .. i not feeling well .. down with bad flu and partial maths ..
I seriously think that maths faci is very nice ..though i partial .. never do RJ .. and also never upload worksheet and practice worksheet .. she gave me a D .. i was expecting a F somehow ...

Could not sleep much even after i ate the flu medicine .. though baby keep say that i could sleep like after 2 hours .. but i feel more hyper instead .. boo !

Baby was playing mahjong .. and of course i am curious .. so i tried my beginner luck to play .. and i somehow zi mo 9 times .. which i think is a comforting news to me .. cause mean i got luck in playing .. but somehow don't want to say much ..

Baby send me to bus stop .. and i went home .. sniffing the paint as usual .. which stinks and give me headache .. D:

-/ 10 months ;luv ..

After so much and so long .. is finally our 10 months for today .. you have always give in to me .. no matter how unreasonable i am .. though sometime we'll end up arguing over small things .. jealous over this and that .. but this shows that .. you love me and i do love you too ..

I am trying to get back all the feelings .. and it did come back .. you just make me feel loved all the time .. and i hope to continue this feeling that we shared too ..

Happy 10 months baby .. still continuously counting down to never ending ..

❤

I really feel moody and everything .. nobody seems to understand me .. and i mean .. NOBODY ..
I don't know why suddenly feel this way .. is like every bad thing happen on the same day ..

Today having physics .. and is torturing me .. killing me .. really fuck up lo .. i don't even know why i am learning physics when it is not related to my course .. like please someone save me from this
torturing module can .. ?

Sometime i feel that .. what is the point having so many many friends .. when none of them is here for you when you need them .. and so what having a boyf .. when you need him .. he is not here for you .. might as well don't need one ..

Seriously hate my day .. and i really want partial school .. i cannot take the stress and tiredness anymore .. if this continue .. i think i may go crazy .. D:

❤

Today is maths ! And i do understand the problem today .. phew and lucky for me ..
And tomorrow is UT .. for Bio !! .. hopefully i can pass it well .. so that i can partial more school .. rofl .. joking .. ~

Hey shaun .. ! Stop complaining !! Not easy to find leis .. =x plus i am very lazy to find videos .. laugh die .. !! So today i anyhow find a few .. don't be mad at me .. ~

❤

Today is another boring day .. woke up like some blur sotong .. kin went to brush teeth and bathe .. and dress up .. though is casual wear as usual .. lalala ..

Went to school .. kin cut queue , cause i see until charmaine .. not me hor .. lucky my blind eyes can see until .. laughdieme ..

Last time my nickname is fried noodle .. now it become shrimp or xiao mi .. what the heck lo with my classmates naming .. D:

Finally today got chem UT.. which i haven't revise yet .. dead * .. hahaha .. good luck to me .. i need to push up my GPA .. which is like epic not nice .. T__T ..

-/ entertainment ~

Today got physics UT , which i don't feel i will pass at all .. feel restless about it .. study le still don't get it .. hais ..

Was raining heavily in the morning .. and i was trying to go after my bus .. but some group of nan chiau girls .. si bei buay tahan sia .. say excuse me so loud .. mai move de .. they think they what .. ? Ta ma de .. make me have to wait for another one .. zi tao scold fuck in front of them ..

Waited for another one .. almost late for school .. reach at 8.29am .. phew .. if late .. i go home sleep sua ..

My physics faci is being funny for once .. he asked me don't do worksheet and ask me read the physics textbook instead .. and then i will test you .. laughs .. where got faci ask you don't do worksheet de ..

Finally .. Big bang song again .. - introduce by hel - For this song .. laughs

-/ epic fail

Baby suppose to teach me physics .. ended up he could not teach at all .. cause he don't understand .. laugh die me la ..

Slack around his house .. and took him with a photo that he wore hairband .. but cannot upload cause he will go crazy .. laughs ..

Went home .. no study much .. fever .. no feeling to study .. want to sleep my ass out nia ..
Discover some fucking big ants in my room .. when i did not eat anything at all .. i wonder where they come from .. roar !! >.>

-/ shucks ,,

Today woke up with both eyes red .. and my eyes are super watery and pain T.T ..
Hate to be sicked la .. roar ..!!

Today may partial school .. because totally not feeling well at all .. whole body pain .. and also .. sick too ..D:

Later going baby house to study .. he will be teaching me physics .. i hope i can be good in it as well .. rofl =x

Lastly .. one more BIG BANG song shaun ..!! Not BING BANG ..!!